I’ve come to the conclusion that I hate first dates, they’re rarely fun. From trying to figure out what to wear, to the awkward silences, and waiting for them to call/text afterwards; it’s all very stressful. Kissing is fun, sex is even more fun, but first dates (which rarely include either) are not.
I have this weird feeling in my stomach that something big is about to happen, something life changing. Maybe that’s wishful thinking on my part, that something great will occur soon, but it feels real to me. I feel different, I feel ready to take on something that could be potentially challenging, but also life altering in a positive way. I don’t know if I’m making any sense, but I’m just filled with a sense of anticipation. I’m ready, bring it on.